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Welcome To Batman Incorporated
The Uncertainty
Lately things have been going a bit sour. I have been switching my classes here and there, my financial aid was really out of whack so put me in a bit of a hard place. Also in other bad news the car is down, and it's the worst thing to be thought of, the transmission is acting up. Those things cost a fortunate, to make matters worse I haven't been working since break. There hasn't been any money coming in. Now all the school books and car and just everything needs money money money.
I've been trying not to worry about it, but I can't rely on friends all the time. I woke up this morning at a friend's place I'm staying at. He's close by the school, but I did walk over a mile with two bags to get to school. I'm starting to workout so it's not bad but I cannot afford to get sick like I did last time. Also I can't have my girlfriend with me all the time. God bless her, she's incredibly loyal and has done so much for me, I'm incredibly grateful. The problem now is trying to not stress and keep relationship cool because I don't want her paying for everything. Just keep me in your thoughts and prayers, I shouldn't be stressing but the problems are piling up and it' starting to take a toll.
2012 A New Year of Hopes & Challenges.
school timeCan you believe it is already 2012? Gosh time does fly by that's for certain. I thought I do a massive update, as you can already tell I have change the layout a bit. I have been following plenty of comics as of lately. This one is particularly called Batwing. Basically Batman of Africa (or the Republic of Congo if you want to get technical.) It's a very serious dark comic in a place where a Batman figure is needed. It's written very well so it's one of my top favorites. Basically a person redeeming themselves after being a prodigy child solider it's pretty scary and very realistic.
Since I am a bit behind I hope everyone's Christmas and New years went well. Mine did, yet I'm incredibly poor now these days. I didn't watch my money as good as I usually do, so I just got back to working for the school. Work has been pretty fun already but we'll see once school starts again. Speaking of school. Jane and I sat down talking about it and reevaluated my school course I've taken over the years. I was so focused on just getting into school so long ago that I just realized that I finished up majority of the classes I need for school. I am now considered a junior in college.
To tell you the truth it has been quite some time since I thought about school. I never would have imagine myself making it this far, most of the time I amaze myself. This doesn't make me an excellent student but it does tell me that I do keep going thank goodness. I'm always scared to death a lot of the times things happen. I still have to figure out what's next, everything feels like it's closing in on me.
The things that come to mind at this point is what am I going to do? I do want to be writing or coming up with ideas. I told myself I should probably work in the entertainment industry. From video games, to movies, to all sorts. What I have been thinking of is since I live here in Georgia. I was thinking I probably need to get an internship to Turner, since they run a lot of media such as TBS, TNT, TMC, CNN, Cartoon Network, and etc. Not sure exactly what I would want to do in those. At least it's kind of the foot in the door and I have some connection with my brother. But you know how everyone feels about wanting to do things themselves, but also knowing when to accept help or knowing when to ask for it. That's been a big concern as well. I think the other idea is get some experience and maybe try to work for Warner Brothers, that would be really cool. Not only that Warner Brothers does really good cartoon on comics and they own DC comics. Maybe I'm getting ahead of myself, but at least these's some insane plan formulating. Even though I say I don't know at least there's something up in the air.
Moving on to another serious matter. As you guys know I've been dating since the end of October. Jane is lovely Asian girl around my age. Unfortunately he being from an Asian family (Korean) her mother has been on her, not wanting me to be too close to her when that's already too late. Basically mentioning the color of my skin. You know I probably experienced more racism now then I did when I was a little kid. I don't think I'm naive even for back thing I grew up in a small white town out in the country. It seems my skin color has been a concern the past few years not sure why. Usually I don't bother with it, but I have to put my foot down here.
I wrote two letters, one to Jane's father and one to her mother. To tell them that we're dating and so on. Of course the mother's been thinking way out of left field. talking about marriage to Jane that she doesn't want her marrying a black man. First of all Jane and I have a ton of school to worry about, and what to have our careers to start as well. I cannot take care of anybody as a wife at this point of time. I still have to work on myself. The one thing though is that it's just frustrating to watch Jane's family rely on her heavily and it's like she's the oldest daughter and has to grow up. She can be naive but that's because she doesn't get out as much but she knows a lot about it. I'm just showing a side she doesn't get to see very often. So the mom thinks she's acting out and doesn't know what to do.
I hope the letters go over okay. I did apologize to both of them for not coming to them sooner on it. Yet I did call out the mother on it and told the dad and just told them not to judge me by the color of my skin. Also that I'm not hear to take away their daughter, that's her family I would never do anything like that. I don't cause hardly any trouble so I don't know why I'm getting this. But I have to man up and tell them. I'm just worried that's all really. I already know Jane would still date me even if her mother says no, the dad I think will be fine just letting him know what's going on, and why his wife is acting up lol.
Seriously though what a heck of a near year to start out. Please Keep working on me and on Jane's family, I still have a lot of work to do and need your help. I'm sorry for asking so much when haven't done much for you. I'm just glad my faith is growing again and trying to look at the brighter things of lif. Thank you so much guys for reading as always.
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Time of the year busy!
It's been one heck of ride lately. Thanksgiving passing by had all my school finals, and Christmas is coming up.
Well first of all I did pass all my classes in college. Struggled with one got a D in it blah but I got 2 A's an a B in the others. So I did okay. Some of the final exams I wasn't expecting to do as well but I flew by them with flying colors. Means it did me some good thank goodness. It's a very good feeling, and I have to admit having my girlfriend encourage me really helped. It was different usually I have someone helping me. Yet she didn't help hardly at all, I did everything as it was all coming to me. Truly different, it does tell me I'm growing and that of course as usual that I'm thinking too incredibly hard on everything. Just need to take it easy.
Majority of the Christmas shopping is done, I got Jane a nice tea pot set she can use and a cross for her keys. To tell the truth I want to get her some boots so if you guys can point me in the right direction that would be great. How is everyone else doing with their christmas shopping?
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