Yeah I went out into the country side of Georgia, but let me get to it and just a few. Let's update everything else. I had an essay yesterday in my English writing class, I wasn't prepared crap >_< I didn't know it was that day. I'm not a agenda using person lol never have been even when we got them back in elementary school. So got into it, it wasn't too bad as I thought, it did take longer for me to think but it was also timed still so I had to think fast.I don't know if it's any good, most of them haven't been really. We'll see though, God I really don't want to though.

After college, I was fighting with myself. "Do I want to go or not?" Meaning should I go visit the small town that I grew up in. So I decided to go since I had the car. The car isn't a highway car much anymore, so it's like ready to die. It's on it's last leg lol. So I went up and out into the country far country of Georgia. They're doing more building over there now. It's crazy, went by my old house, and there's a HUGE CHURCH right over there. My jaw must have dropped open, I couldn't believe it. So I drove by the old house and people are living there and these people actually take care of the place thank god. I don't ever want to see a place where I grew up be tore apart. I remember we put a lot of work in that house and so many memories mostly good ones, yet the bad ones took there toll on us as well. To own and live in 3 houses was getting expensive so we finally sold it. My dad had gotten remarried and I wasn't thinking anything about leaving the old house.

Now that I've come back on my own. I went to see Amanda and her family first. So I drive there and she isn't there. But her other 3 sisters are, Brittany being the second oldest probably like 17 while the other two are in middle school and elementary. So they opened the door, yet it was dead quiet. I didn't go in because the two younger ones weren't talking, thinking I came at a bad time but they waved me in. So I must have been like ten feet into that house. I could have been a complete stranger but this is in the country and I was extremey well dressed (Rory random super dress up days got to love them! lol.) So Brittany finally talked and I talked to her. Helped her with some researching project.

She like stared at her other sisters and was like you can say hello you girls got so dead quiet lol. It was because it's the first time they really seen me. They get Amanda off her screen name and start talking to me and all it is so funny. I told them I promise I'll visit them. So the little girls are like. "MakenZero is here!" For some reason they couldn't pronouce Rory. It was like Wory, or Roaree etc. etc. So Amanda finally comes up with her mom looking all sweaty. She was gorgeous as ever and short hair looks good ^_^. Yeah I have to admit this was a childhood crush even now. So we talked I asked about her boyfriend Chad who I haven't seen in over a year we use to hang out. But he's older then I am. I told them I haven't been in this house in 17 years. It was crazy seeing what it was like. Well being that there are 4 girls and 1 guy live in that house lol. So I left and told the little ones they can talk to me next time, it was so cute that they got shy. It's been a very long time though so I understand.

These are probably some of the most cute tomboyish girls I know. They have all these animals, well lol not really even mammals. They had pet frogs, two huge @$$ snakes, and they dug their own pond outside and had all these fishes!! It was so beautiful. Pride and joy said Amanda lol. Then I see what she drives, the country girls and their trucks! Not the big trucks but they pretty much all trucks in her driveway except mine and her dad's motorcycles. I said my farewells and went to other people I haven't seen.

I went by my friend Dustin's house. He no longer lives there but his mom and little brother are still there. So I talked to his mom Jane. She said that they're going to close her part of the office at Bellsouth. I told her that mom no longer works there and dad no longer has a job. Then talked to her little baby son Ryan. umm... It's been quite a few months since I saw him, heck maybe 8 months I'm thinking right. I come into his room and I see this kid, and he looks like Jesus. I couldn't believe it. Ryan with shaggy long hair and is that a bread!?! And only 14 jeez. Id on't even think I had that much hair at his age. No way. LOL talked to him a bit. And we talk for a quite a long time. he's doing good in school talking to his girlfriend on the phone lol. I knew the ladies were liking the way he looks. So he tells me Dustin's getting a beard and I'm like whoa, are you guys trying to look like people from the Bible Picture Book lol hehe.

So we're still talking and I'm about to go and he tells me to wait. He had information on Lauren. I stopped and looked at him with this strange look, the L word. Man what a long and tragic story which really ended up being my fault, having no patience ruined a very good chance of her and I getting together. But that was 7th grade right!?! Why am I worried about all that, well ever since that was the first girl's heart that I totally dismolished it seems I'm still being punsihed for that. It'll be 6 years soon since that incident. Anyways back to the point why she was brought up then I'll tell you the rest of the story. Ryan had told me her little sister was selling girl scout cookies and stuff. His mom asked how was her sister. So she said that Lauren was dismiss from the Navy.

I stopped Ryan and I was like. She went to the Navy!? Surprise! Wow I've been gone a very long time. He said there was more. Yeah I was wondering why she got dismiss, she wasn't a trouble maker I wonder what happen. Her little sister said that she got dismissed because they found out she had SCOLIOSIS (msp?) I couldn't believe what I was hearing, this was cheerleading Lauren. The red headed girl who just lived down the street when I use to live. I started to think if cheerleading had caused it. Lifting and all? I wasn't sure. But why wasn't it caught sooner? We had did a few test to check if we had it and all.

I felt so bad for her, not only that, just for the stupid things I did to her. Yeah I changed her that was one thing I really didn't have a right to do and breaking her heart. It's so weird, I never went out with her. I think it was because we became good friends. I can still remember the day I met her. Unfortunately this has become a bit too long. So a part 2 coming soon! Off to check comments and people who updated.