I'm not really sure what to think of this blog yet? I mean it's kind of confusing, and still hard to look through, but I think I'm getting a bit better. So what you guys/gals think of the main picture above? LOL Well my friend Disney drew that ^_^. yeah I know both of us have unique names. I always get the, "Oh my gosh, you're name's Rory?!? as in Gilmore Girl Rory!?!" ::squeals, delights, and jumping up and down:: Boy I get that ALL the time. Sheesh.

Yeah, Disney is a guy I met like 2 years back and we talked a bit. Of course both of us into anime, me because I loved it, him because he drew it and that was his style. We listen to huge amount of anime music. In a few days he's leaving to go to the Savannah, GA. Going to the Savannah Art school of Design, or something like that. It's very hard to get in that art school is all I know. By the way, no college classes today, whew thank you God. Since I live in Georgia and we're above FL with all the hurricane thing that went on. We just got a litle bit of it. Now get this, I'm pretty much at the top of GA, yet the weather got breezy really nice yesterday, then it poured like crazy, leaves everywhere, and power's knocked out. So one of the college girls told me that no college because they didn't have any power.

So I was happy, since I don't like going to college lol. I guess I'm not a good at that type of stuff. I've been asking myself, why am I here? Most of the classes I'm taking are learning support, meaning they're not college level classes. Having to take 8th grade stuff over, so embrassing. I had moved during my middle school years and was in 8th grade in a new county not knowing anybody. I hsould still blame myself, but they had a higher education system. So I was way behind, got put in some other classes. People had learned things back in elementary, while I was just now learning it or struggling with it. so it sucked ALOT, and sill haunts me.

One thing I keep in mind though, is that I know I do make a difference. having Kittie there for me and her writing me mail really shows me that, to keep going nad not let things haunt you. Of course it's easier said then done but at least someone's out there encourage me do things and to become a better person for other and especially for myself. Well let see if I can figure this place out some more, take care have a good day. someone's always thinking of you without you even knowing it!