Jenifer's leaving pretty soon... I'm quite scared because I mean it's me who's got to take over the Manager spot of the place. I'm not going for manager position but I have to fill it in for a while. Not sure how long which concerns me. I havenot been sleeping well or more likely sleeping odd hours. I have a bad feeling in my heart, I really hope it goes away and I can step it up. I just don't want to feel trapped though. I' m starting to work evenmore longer days and I'm trying to get away with that. But with herleaving that's virtually impossible. This is really going to be tough. I really can't even imagine next week yet. As a recent anime I just watched. A guy was trying to become better at martial arts. So he has five masters. They tell him to think of the worse possible training. "You done thinking? That would be heaven." @_@ How funny that was yet I'm about to go thorugh some really tring times. I'm not sure if I'll be completely wiped out, but I'm going to have to pay a lot more attention to detail and do a crapload of paper work. Like new hire paper work,. Just all mind exploding everywhere.

What will I do. I'm really scared that's a huge position and I wasn't even thinking about going for something like. I really don't think I'll be able to do this by myself so I would love all the thoughts and prayers in the world from you guys. I'm really going to need it, because I'm already my worse enemy when coming into believing in myself...