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Is It Really Ok? But Never Ok With Me?

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I was up at my college today. Just seeing what was going on and such. Seeing people who were signing up and all the activites they were having in the summer. Lots of pretty girls there as usual =P. Anyways it was a very long day so I decided to leave. I passed by these two girls And one called out my name I was a good bit away. Turned to them, they almost look identical but there were still quite a bit difference. I didn't know who they were but they were smiling and such. "You're my other half." and the girl hugged and held me close. I didn't know what to do, I knew her from some where and I could feel a great warmth from her. Something I have felt in forever. I saw her filling out some paperwork with her friend, so by the time I checked, I saw the name. Heather Lawson. I couldn't believe it. It was my old internet girlfriend. It sounds funny when I put it like that but I known her for years. I've had this MakenZero screen name for at least 7 years since 1999. So I known her throughout all the time. It's just amazing that I could se her. We were suppose to meet once, but we got into this huge fight. To be able to argue like that, it tells me that I can still explain my problems I have and such. It was so good. I held her tight and she smiled. I practically confessed everything to her, how I missed her and everything.

It's really funny and really really really sad what I'm saying. Georgia or at least my room has been super hot lately. What's this got to do with Heather? All that you just read above about her isn't real. It was a dream. A dream I had today. It was so hot that I woke up from it. I haven't thought about her in forever. I mean everytime I bring her up I usually do go a bit lovey dovey lol. But I hate this feeling. It took me forever to get over that hurdle that we could not have each other the way we wanted. My mind and my heart played such a trick on me today. That really hurt. I can't believe that I dreamt like that. It's been so long since I dreamt of anything. To be dreaming something like that. Man my body physically and mentally just beat the hell out of me.. To toy with my own being like that. >.<

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