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makenzero
"I've ran away my whole life, but now my running has become a talent that no one can surpass me in.
 
Kingdom Of Long But Not Forgotten Memories 1977-1996
It's been quite an exciting day today. Kingdom Hearts 2 is out and sold a bunch of them. God work was so muchf un today, I really needed it to be. I can't wait to play it so badly. I have it in my hands right now as wel speak. It's a beautiful crafted game. I also got the limited edition guide. It's an art book. And you know what screams at me first? I want to get one for Catherine now. She loves Doland Duck, but also it's because she's at an art school and she would love it. It's so nice. Most guides just come with a few extras here and there. This guide was extremely well done. I pretty much put in my head must buy Catherine that.

But the other part of this entry is about the years 1977-1996. My oldest brother Emil Jones passed away driving after his senior prom. he was going into the marines, he had a scholarship, he straighten his life out, staying away from the bad kids. Everything went right. Just for him to be gone just like that. I wasn't even 10 years old yet. I still remember everything so cearly. It was my first death experience. Emil was definately someone who was beyond anything you could imagine. If I was to describe him in a way, just think of me, but like infinite amounts times better. He was a sweet talker, the ladies man, the best friend you could ever have.

At first I knew he had a lot of friends, but at that day of the funeral. To see schools shut down for his funreal. To see over 400+ people for just one person. That is the most amazing thing. I've heard so many stories from those people on what Emil did for them and all. Smiling all the time even through the tough. Walking Sunday School teachers to their cars at night. Just lots of stuff. I always wonder what would it be like if he was still around? It hurts a little, it doesn't hurt as much as it did back then. I do miss him very much.

I'm really kind of glad Kingdom Hearts 2 came out today. Now I have more memories for the day March 31st more good than bad now these days. It's been a while since I had a smiling day like that. I probably will go up to my old hometown and visit his grave just to know where I am and how I'm doing. As Mrs. J would say, "Emil is up in heaven running streets of gold." Love that lady. For her to still send us cards every year of his death. The reason why it's so big this year, it's because it's now 10 years later. I wonder how everyone is doing and all. Emil may not be thought about much, but that doesn't mean he didn't impact all those people's hearts for the rest of their lives.
 
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