Yeah I know you all hate me now lol. Nyx lost sorry. You know I didn’t really do much throughout this whole thing you know. Nyx was really popular, but in the end, she caused us a lot of grief, by making us remember things. I used Soujirou The Prodigy from Rurouni (Wandering) Kenshin and Okita Soushi of the aforementioned "Record of the Bloodshed of the Shinsengumi" by Shiba Ryoutarou as the basis of her character. Soujirou is just a character. However Okita Soushi was a REAL person. He was extremely talented, he was the captain of the 2nd squad of Shinsengumi at such a young age.

The Shinsengumi was developed during the threat of the upcoming Bakumatsu. The Shinsengumi, which was basically a group of several men then, dedicated their lives to the shogunate and defended the ways of the Samurai (since many samurais were becoming ronins or rurounis ^_~.) They protected the streets of Kyoto and defended the capital from all evils (which basically was the Ishin Shishi. the group that wanted to bring power back to the emperor). It’s said he didn’t have much of a childhood, so he was always seen playing with children. Sadly he died at a very young too. He was only twenty-five years old, of he was bedridden and coughing blood and he died on May 13, 1868 of tuberculosis.

Because of her painful experiences Nyx left everything to Nekam Orez and gave up thinking for herself. It’s a rejected, harsh way of thinking, but it’s a choice one should make as a human being. (If you replace Nyx’s relationship with Nekam Orez with that of a fanatical believer who entrusts his/her mind to the leader of an extremist religious cult, I think you’ll understand my reasoning.) No matter how harsh the external influence of family or society, no matter how bitter your life, I believe that the things you can’t do is destroy yourself and give up thinking for yourself.

(About me) Yes let's talk abou the person who writes this stuff! As you can tell I'm really big into the Japanese culture with anime (Japanese animation) and samurai swords. I'm not really sure if I consider myself a writer, it's been a very stressful thing since I started college. With me, good kid and all, but always seemed to struggle all throughout school. Probably because I grew up in Rural Georgia, being pretty much one of the only black kid in my school practically. So there wasn't much to do then, so watched cartoons. Lots of them! I should grow out of it right? WRONG! I didn't and I don't want to, I'm a very big kid at heart, it's great. My brother watches cartoons as well and he's 23.

See the thing is though he now works at Cartoon Network, so that's basically all he does. watches cartoons, then gets me to watch it and suggest things. I've seen so many cartoons, and stuff that doesn't air until maybe next year and such. hopefully I'll get to see the new Family Guy stuff that's going to be sweet. We just got an $80 20th Anni. of Transformers Optimus Prime! Metallic baby yeeea lol. I get free t-shirts as well. I love my teen titans! Hehe. Let's see get back on me now. the thing is what you need to know is, cartoons gave me such a huge imagination to write things like these.

Hopefully you enjoyed the story. Oh by the way, IT ISN'T OVER! he's still got to fight NekamOrez (MakenZero spelled backwards) the guy who taught Nyx all that. It's going to be awesome. It's really hard to come up and write stories like that. Well I did tell you thisn't mine, I only changed the characters and some of the situation. But the credit goes to the guy who created it. I can't think of his name right now because it's probably really long Japanese name.

I need to end this soon. I had an essay due today, and college is stressing me, I just wish I was smart. Stop giving my parents a hard time, actually everone a hard time. I am who I am and I can't changed that, and I need to take advantage of all the help I can get, but I just don't like seeing everyone having to stop for m you know. Even for writing. None of my classes are really collegel evel, all learning support -_-. I feel really stupid for that, to where I have to relearn things 8th graders are learning. When I moved from the place that I lived after 11 or 12 years, I moved to one of the most highest education system. So I was way behind, and had to learn things when they had learned it in elementary school.

Since then (that was 8th grade) I've struggled through every grade. By 12 grade I ended up with all a's only problem was, it wasn't really going to help in which direction I was going now you know. Thanks for voting for me on the top blog, I didn't even know I was getting nominated and such. I didn't get any comments on my last entry, but that's okay. Everybody's busy and I don't want to drag them to read my blog and such. Take care!