“You’re my opponent?” Kumar laughed, “You don’t look like a cop, you the local busboy or what?” “You checked out Maken pretty good, but I guess you slipped up this time. The name is Swipe! And whatever reasons, I’m a lot better friend to Maken than these guys! Don't forget that, even if you got to write it on the palm of your hand!” Swipe still grinning, his sparking silver eyes never left Kumar. “Is that so? Then I guess I will take you more serious then these guys!”

Kumar kicks the dojo owner in the chest. “Then let’s do this then.” He rushes forward. Swipe charges as well. Kumar suddenly back flips kicking Swipe in the face and knocking him through the doors with a loud crash. “What’s wrong? I’m just getting started,” Kumar smiled. “You bastard,” Swipe charging at him again remembering the words Megan told him. “Your right hand is hurt worse the Maken was!” Swipe thinking, “Damn it, I can’t use my special move on him then. But it looks like we’re both experts in unarmed combat.” (Aloud) “This is a real fight!” Swipe punches and Kumar catches his wrist flips around to catch an elbow in Swipe’s face. He laughs giving Swipe the finger.

Swipe thinking again, “This guy,” his punches and kicks are blocked by Kumar’s wrist guards. “His moves.” Kumar grabs him and flips him making him land on his head with a thud. “They’re strange.” “You done already,” Kumar looks at him. Swipe was still on the ground, “I get it. If I want to beat you, I have to smash those wrist guards.” “You got that right! If you can! The whole face is made up of slopes that turn aside any sword. And a thickness of 1 sun 7 bun will repel any bullets. And behind my wrist guards is a technique combining the moves of schools ancient and modern, Kantou and Kansai. The Jushiki Invincible School! Those two together forms the invincible wrist guards of Inui Banshin! They have never known failure! In the place of the master that MakenZero challenged and defeated, I will kill him with the Jushiki Invincible School.” Kumar explained.

Swipe got to his feet, “So you’re after Maken because of your master.” “Not really. I don't think that just because my master was defeated his pupil was too. I'm not interested in anything other than victory in a fight. Master or whatever, I have no sympathy for a whipped dog. I only look forward!” “Is that so? I’m glad to hear that. So this time I'm up against someone who's basically crazy. If this was about deep sorrow or something it'd be more Maken’s department. But a bastard like you, using revenge as an excuse to go berserk--there's no need to leave you to Maken! You'll learn the meaning of failure from me!” Swipe’s silver eyes start to glow as well as his fist. He punches Kumar’s wrist guards with his special move. “What is this!?”

Meanwhile at the Chief’s house Hans opens the door, “Ah what a fine breeze tonight.” The Chief is kneeling behind him, shaking in pain. His wife and daughter are huddled against the back wall, both in tears. “Well it is about time I finish this.” Hans looked over at the Chief.  “You who are you?” Hans throws a sword pinning the Chief’s hand to the floor. “Don’t fuss. I won’t leave you lonely. I’ll send your whole family together into the next world. Don’t hate me for this. If you need to hate someone,” Hans got cut off. MakenZero appears in the door behind him. “They should hate me? I’m sorry, but I don’t want to suffer anyone else’s hatred.” “The thirteen scars on his face.” “Maken,” the Chief was shocked to see him here. “It is you. Isn’t this nice? Since this is unexpected, there should be no problem if I leave the other five out and take you down here! Draw! Your precious battou-jutsu against my left handed tattoo! Which will triumph?”

(Real Entry)
The same crap is going on. I don't know what I'm doing anymore, but I feel myself drifting away badly. Had a talk with my dad after church. I just can't seem to go to God about it. I'm not quite sure, but it really needs to be dealt with. I do not want to become a failure in life or have a very hard one. Yet I still continue down the same path that doesn't have to be taken. Why am I letting this happen? It's not about the education, it's all about me, I'm the only one who can change anything but why am I having such a hard time!?

Shouldn't it be easier on me when I want to do the right thing? If I think the right thing and really know that  is what I need to do. Why isn't it easy then? Isn't it right? If doing things right were easy, wouldn't the world be a better place? Who knows. I really not sure what could happen and all. I shouldn't let this keep going still I have to deal with my ownself. The hardest thing to combat, when yourself knows everything about... Well YOURSELF! It's more like an unconscience person if you really think about it. It knows you better then you know yourself. That's where we're suppose to be, yet we let it win and think for us.

It's been quite a while since I wrote something that made a lot of sense. all I did was complain. Now though I'm complaining but I'm looking for the answer a lot better. What am I going to do? What do I want to become. People say writer, and yes my writing abilities have improve quite a bit from looking up at that story. Yet I haven't made a C yet in my English class. I use to have fragments all over the place, but now it's just narrowed don't to two or three, but they're still major college writing errors. So it degrades down to a a C-. My organization of the paper has gotten extremely better that's for sure. The professor even said that; however I'm not learning FAST ENOUGH.

I have to admit it takes me a long time to learn something and to get myself going positive. I ask myself why wasn't I better in school, but I can't blame anybody for that. I mean you hear it all the time how school is important. What a nice deep thinking entry this one is. It's been quite a while since that. Before I go I guess I'll explain the story some. We really need to work on not being so hard on ourselves. I need to so badly, just remember that things go a certain way to make us stronger. Sometimes no ALL THE TIME we're being pushed to the limit in everyday life. I really want to thank everyone thinking about me. I've really been down on myself but doing nothing. so I really need all the help I can get, I don't think I can do this alone.

I hated needing people's help. It's funny for a person who helps everyone else. I didn't think myself strong, I always thought of myself being weak. Always needing help every year through schooling. I can actually remember exactly when I started having trouble. It's funny it was my elementary 5th grade. Science and math were killing me. I got better that's for sure that was because of dad.

Let me end this on a happy note. I finally got to play Halo 2 it was awesome of course. I even now have an box live Account. I probably won't play it tonight. Perhaps tuesday late at night. My game tag is MakenZero of course so no it should be easy to find me. If you can't it might be that that MakenZero could be spaced out like Maken Zero. Hope you enjoy this entry give me some feedback!