makenzero
"I've ran away my whole life, but now my running has become a talent that no one can surpass me in.
What's On The Mind Of Rory Jones Dun Dun Dun!
Hey darling yeah lots of work here. School I don't even know. I have so much to do it's depressing. I don't know where to begin. I just wonder why does everything look so hard and such and have to have effort put into it =P. It's scary though really. I haven't been on the ball at all and it just sucks. You've heard me before complain about school, I'm just not good at it and just trying to figure out what I can be. the thing is you really need it if you're going into writing some sort because they won't let you just go on your wits unless you're somewhat famous or something lol. Writing on stuff you don't even want to just suck I feel like a little kid. being so selfish. It's somewhat trying to make me better. But in the end I just see it as another problem that I don't want to deal with. I think I'm failing 2 our 3 my classes. It's very difficult maybe I shouldn't have gotten a job. I wasn't expecting to work so much. It's nice getting paid but being in retail isn't great. All about money and more money. I would love to write on what I like. but is theree an actual audinence and such.
Oh I'm just thinking too much. But when you can't seen the next week or the week after that and so forth. You really do worry.I just hope everything works out fine I just feel like I'm not getting anything done because I'm a lazy ass. You know ever since I stopped going to church I've felt really drawn away from god. I don't know if you believe in him and such but he's definately been a part of my life for a long time and has done some things even if it didn't seem like he was there, he was. I wonder if I'm setting myself up for something really bad. I haven't had anytime to talk or just read. I'll move on now.
Back to the interesting stuff. I've been a big chick magnet lately. I never really had that before. And I mean where I see in broad daylight I mean lol. A co worker I ate with started talking to me. And she's like the only girl that works out on the floor like I do. But yeah she tells me this a "group" all I know is one girl liking me there. It's crazy. I'm not the new guy anymore but I guess it's just because I'm very different I seem happy and smiling and helping someone all the time. When I say hi to someone I have a whole conversation with all sorts of people. I guess they see that ofr whatever. I don't know any except for one. And for some toher reason I'm also a confession booth. I haven't decided on any girls but they're some cute ones too. But anyways I think that's all of an update maybe I should just post this at mindsay as well!
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Where does an unconfessed kitty go when it dies? - Purrgatory.
... I've already loaded up a trailer... - ...with second cutting and sent it on its merry way, so I think I can...
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Awoke with throbbing forearm... - won't be typing today. i can read some blogs though.
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